I miss my mum, really. I need her love, her support right now in my fucking life. I have so much to say and i don't know what kind of person i can trust to delivered me about this shit.
I walk in this life as an undead, as if i had not existed since a long time. Why do i have this feeling, feeling that nothing else matters to me?
I fell so alone, alone against the world is foreign to me. I try, but i feel my strengh, my courage leaves me a little more each day.